Wow. things change.

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Hi lovelies.
I'd like to apologize for not blogging the past few days.

I'm just going to give you guys a breif summary of what has happened and what i've been thinking about for the past 3 days.

1. I'm beginning to realise that ______ is one big, floppy, unreasonable, stupid arse who doesnt even realise that EVERYBODY hates her.
2. _______ is too concerned about her position in the class.
3. I've gotten closer to certain people in the class.
4. People change.
5. People's opinion's have changed.
6. I hate algebra.
7. Chinese is a big bitch.
8. I'm fat. Either that, or too muscular.
9. NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.

Pertaining to point number 8.

I REALLY DO NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT. Idk whether you can lose muscles. Oh goshh, WHAT A BLONDE COMMENT.

Hahah, if i continue to run 10 rounds continuously for every PE lesson, sooner or later, i'd take the image of a female body builder. -.- so gross.

Need to stop with all the friedfood. all the excess fat goes to my thighs.

Hmm, was that list too self-absorbed? blahh, need to stop judging people. My mind's corrupted.
not cool at all. Way beyond that.
Anyways, since the beginning of term 2, been receiving minimal amounts of homework. SKIP MATH HOMEWORK ALL THE TIME. Hate geography. :/ hate the hows and whys of the water cycle.

Watched all the glee episodes. :/ SO NO EXCITEMENT.
Lost interest in american idol.

SCHOOL'S JUST KEEPING ME ALIVE.
It fills me with joy and anger at the same time you know? it counter balences.

Anyways, i just drank some peach tea. which I'M SURE slowed down my brain cells. FML.

HAHAHAHA

Anyhoo, cause i took alot of photos during the holidays, i reckoned that you'd like to see them. (:
Not that i dont like putting them on facebook (convenience issues), they're just pretty random, and i dont want people to be stereotypical and think that i'm a pedo cause i take photos of marrisa and ethan all the time.
HOWS THAT FOR YOU.

anyway, enjoyy.



Swimming at the american club on a rainy day. so much for a nice sunny afternoon.

CHIPS AND DIP FTW.




alcoholic, ice blended lemon drinksss ftw.
Thats my iced tea over there.


BAHAHA. scissors. paper. stone mann.

ohgoodnesss.

PEDO INSTINCTS. COMING BACK TO ME.

i think marrisa's going to be veryyy pretty when she grows up.

OH DAMN.

AT THE HOCKEY GAME.

looking at them hockey players play hockeyy.

ethan spazzing at the sight of them hockey players playing hocky.

HAHAHA.

And that's what it really turned out to be.


Fake and gay.

Shut it, you troll.

ETHAN. >:(

the brother.

the sister i never had.

xxx

I LOVE MALISSAAA.

So anyways, it was a pretty boring saturday. so during tea time, i decided to camwhore. So i did, using these cupcakes as camwhore tools.

I LIKE THIS.

should i use this instead of the kitty cat photo for my blog?

normal photo. :}

Pretty cool shizzz.

i personally think this is gay.

hmm, then i came to realisation that what i was doing was pretty gay. TOO BRITTINI LOUISE TAYLOR INFLEUNCED.

check her out here. ;D

HMM, so i guess thats basically what you needed.

:D

I need to sleep. Lack. of. sleep. results to...bad results in math.

AND ONLY MATH.

Okay,

much love.

xxxxx

When camwhoring with ethan gets out of hand.

*I havent been blogging, and i apologize, but i assure you. With this post, you'll be wondering why i even took up blogging with my weird sense and camwhoring skills*
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Pertaining to the title, i'll give you some of the worst camwhore photos ever.


EVER.
Hahah. I dont disappoint.


You know, i sometimes question my camwhore habits,
like why?

• Do i camwhore when i'm affirmative i look like crap in that hairdo?

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And whyy do i continue without knowing?

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Why do i attempt the shane dawson snooki face?

HAHAHA.

Constipated expression testt: PASS FOR SURE.

Ethann, oh ethan. Dont look up to me.

DEAR GOD,

ahhh, hmm.

I actually dont have anything against this photo.

Hmm, whyyy, do i camwhore when my fringe is so stringy?

GOODNESSS. WHYY.

I've made ethan weep with my looks. ;D

Pretty decent lah.

hmm,

your wondering why i only camwhore in cars right?

i have no answer to that, lovee.

REASONABLY HOT.

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stringy fringe.

bombardaa.

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Okay, i want to be frank here,

I LOOK WAYY TERRIBLE IN THE NEXT PHOTO.

So scroll down and then start to ogle okay?



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TADAA.

i KNOW i'm hot, guys.

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My smile looks kindof animated here.

Maybe it's cos you cant see my teeth.

wicked cool yo.




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ETHAN'S FACE=score.

Stupid squid lip brother.

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wickity wack,

tippity tapp.

NOW THAT, was a fun ugly, atrocious, camwhore photo viewing experience wasnt it?

Hmm. I couldnt agree more.

Anyway, to pretty much sum things up. i want to apologize for being a unloyal blogger, i clearly promised i'd blog again from THE LAST post, which seemed to be ages ago. BAH. Clearly, i have no sense and break promises. Phsst, not like i have readers anyway right?

Anyway, today would be the 4th day into the holidays, and i actually only have like 3 solid days left. idont knowww. I need to sleep. i havent been sleeping, i've been living on alot of TV and sarah dessen. ): TV includes american idol, disney crap and such.

DAMN. I need to work harder. like for the past few days or so, i havent been doing much of anything. I need to learn to stop procrastinating, it's eating me alivee.

HMmm, so today, went out with daddy. normal stuff and all, went and collasped into a chair in the library and read for like 2 solid hours, went to get sushi for lunch, shopped. Ran errands and stuff. It was a nice day. (:

damn i need to go out, need to get out of the hole i'm living in.

What you guys up to?

you bitches be trollin' if your doing something funn.

i'm tired, i need h2o. HOLIDAY. ENDING. ARGHH.

bye for now.

xxxxx

On the floor on tokio.

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IT ARE A FRIDAY. Friday's mean posts.



Because i dont want to type out EVERYSINGLEITTYBITTY thing that happened in school today. I'll tell you what made my day better because i know positives are better than negatives and that you only want to read the good stuff.

1. YOU are getting discriminated and every body's beginning to hate you. Infact, you BOTH. Finally.


2. Rebuilding friendships and empowering them. :)


3. More glee fans in the class! Like. really.


4. Seriously fessing over glee with tifany and sarah.


5. slapping butts with sarah!


6. Acing the dance assesment.


7. working out to cheapo, stripper work out tapes with Jayne. xD


8. Singing "theres a gay in the city" with people.


9. Getting to know/understand/ love math. (I SAID GETTING)


10. Fangirling over the jonas brothers with Nicole.


11. Actually, i think i was singing with nicole. Ahhh, i dont bother. (NICOLE, YOU HAVE BEEN MENTIONED IN TWO POINTS)


12. Getting to talk to ARIELLE, (my lovaa') today.


13. Koi with GRACEEE. :D

I love fridays.

I'll end the post with some photos.

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OWLS. OWLS HAVE BIG EYES AND DONT NEED NOBODY.

I like owls, after watching one third of harry potter last night, i got the whole night to think of owls. I saw an owl necklace at diva the other day, and i want itt. It's weirdly pretty.

WAHAHAHA.

THERE GOES THE PHOTO THAT MADE ME LOSE 20% OF MY CONFIDENCE.

I do like ugly dolls.

I'm going to Akashi tonight.

I WANT MY SASHIMI BITCH.

Okay.

goodbye for now i guess.

I hate justin bieber. He's fake and gay.

Ray william johnson ftw!

xxxxxx

Little secrets

Not the kindof of mood i'm feeling now. BUT I THINK IT SUITS THE POST CAUSE I'M REALLY HAPPY and feeling somewhat, gayyy.
Gay is happy right!
And i want to uplift the mood.

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DippityDoodaaa.

Here i go with the lists.

These are the things that have officially made my day better, (with random commentary). Or rather, the things that made my weekend very loveleh'. Or to be more specific, the "saving grace" to the weekend which i thought would be very dreary.

1. The glee soundtrack. (I listen to it, like. every night. And it's BEAUTIFUL-JUSTSOBEAUTIFUL songs are so uplifting and perfect. Why do i sound like a fan girl. Why must i crush on finn. Why do i love Glee. Why do i emphasise on the love factor too much. I dont know. I just dont.)
2. Mint chocolates. (Ahhh, no comment on that.)
3. Socaliazing with people on Saturday!.... (Dinner at someone's place you see.)
4. And not even budging a foot out of my house on Sunday. (SEE, it counter balances!)
5. Uhmm, maisy. the show about the mouse. i watched one episode, and then i began to laugh and cry because i started to think about my childhood, and how much i wanted it back.
6. Books.
7. TV. (HAHAH. I think we all know how much i rely on tv)
8. COOL HIPPY HEADBANDS. (i wear them now)
9. The thought of shopping and camwhoring with people. :D

The downside of my weekend was art class. Because my teacher got pissed with me. Only because of something that involves measurements and not drawing my centre line properly. We drew a wine bottle. IT'S NOT THAT EASY.

Oh gosh, school's such a whirlwind.

I have threee tests tomorrow.

Tuesday might become the new hell day.

I'm so lethargicc. And i want to sleep and watch shane dawson. But i have some stupid history assignment and revision to do sooo, that means i cant.

Have a good week poppits.

xxxxx

It blew us to smithereens.

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School was semi brilliant, semi tense, semi stupid and anything from there.
SCHOOL'S SO RIDICULOUS. (In a good way though.)

I had a math test today. It was okayish. :/ i'm not top in math, and because ms. jey doesnt tell me that. I've completely lost my confidence. :D THOUGH I THINK I ACED IT. Is that reverse psychology? HAHAHAH.
ALSO.
I skipped the PSL session because i know that i'll be able to do something productive within 3 hours. -.-
It's not worth my time. MAN, i went home, read my book, took a nap and watched "sushi pack", "flapjack" AND "CHOWDER".
(Note that all the shows are on cartoon network, but they are mindboggingly educational)

HAHAHA.

I also squeezed in time for a chat with severus!
YAYNESS.

HMM, so because i'm bored and friday afternoons/early evenings ARE NOT MEANT FOR HOMEWORK.

I'll give you photos.
I love the photos i have, you know you love em' too!


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I honestly reallyy relate to this photo. ;) Tooo well.

TIME FOR LETTERS.

DONT FEEL LIKE CALLING YOU GUYS. So best that i blog about it.

Maybe i'll blog about it, and THEN CALL YOU GUYS. For the fun of it. :)

This is my best friend, Alessandra Aquilla Panizza.

Dearest alessandra, i'm terribly sorry i cant make it for the Jazz Concert. I'm also very sorry i havent been visiting my godchild, Skye lately. I'm sorry i didnt update you on cat food therapyyy. I'VE MISSED YOU FRIEND. I havent seen you around lately. I'm going to call you and possibly irritate you, but that shows how much i love you. ;D



Dear Kevina Jayaravin.

I totally forgot about your wedding! Cause i had the stupid math test. BUT I'M CONFUSED CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU HAD A MATH TEST TOO. And to think that Ms. Jey would come between you and your partner. xD

I wanna come over for a swimm. And i want to go shopping. Or something.
Anyways, i couldnt find you after school. SO LIKE. I DIDNT TAKE THE TRAIN WITH YOU.
Blahhh. Why is it that i cant find you in school.
you owe me. big time. xD



(By the way, the poor girl in her clutches is YOU NICOLE)


Dear Nicole Lim and Tifany Lie.

Even though i get busted when i get distracted by either one of you, it's still kindofcoool. :D
CAUSE I'M REBILIOUS. I want to tell the word that i am. *coughcough*
Hahaha. I have nothing much to say.
Nicole. Glee is the most epic of the epic. I dont need to eleborate any more. No words will explain the amount of love i feel for the show. xD

AND TIFANY. (Also known as cok wee)
YOU. ARE. A WALKING TRAVESTY.
I lovee you.
look at this photo once, and then look at it again.
AND THEN REALISE THAT MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS ARE OVERPOWERING.

So prettyy.



I have been so bubly' and happy. And i've lost count of the amount of times i laughed today. (:

I have gone through a completely unnecessary, sad and useless phase of regret and stupidity. (NOTE THAT I DIDNT SHED ANY TEARS, i just like. thought through alot of things)

And NOW I'VE COME TO REALISE that,

1. I am happier.
2. I can maintain better friendships with people.
3. I will not be living under a shadow no longer.
4. I've wasted a hell lot of time. (And to be more specific, it's been a year or so)

I feel like eating something.

Goodbye earthlings, aliens, cats, dogs and any living creature on this planet.
(I'm so happy i want to include all of you.)

xxxxxxxxx

You might as well jump.

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My life would be very bland without school. I've just come to realise that. ;) So i appreciate all these dramatic, chaotic, stupid life situations i get to experience. ACTUALLY, they're not life situations. They are problems, and with problems you get jealousy, regret and fearrr.

but sometimes it helps me get through things!
Hahhaa. I laughed ALOT today. Not that i dont laugh alot, i'm a bubly person in general. BUT SERIOUSLY. I thank these people, cause i laughed alot from what they did/said today.

1. Jayne.
2. Sarah Marieeee.
3. Tifany.
4. And nicole! (Techically! THOUGH YOU DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY.)

Thanks you guyyss. <3>

- Hmm, tests todayyy> ENGLISH INFORMAL LETTER TEST.

I didnt make a big deal out of it. I didnt go all cocobananas for it. IN FACT I BARELY STUDIED AT ALL. :D
Hahah. Though it was easy. I HOPE I ACED IT.

In the days to come, i'm going to get alot of other unessasary tests-we dont need, but in actual fact, really do-.
And it's going to TOUGH. Cos i have to cram in alot of studying in a day. ):
I've been putting aside math! And not cause i dont have time, just cause i dont want to study.
BAH.
OH and science, venier caliper really does stuff to your head.

Am i getting really emotional? Or is my english just getting weirdly better?

Seriously. I am different as a person, but as a blogger, i become this weirdly emotional girl who's deprived from fun, when she claims she's not!

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I need photos of real people, instead of typography photos.

I need to do my homework.
Nuff' said.

xxxxx