I mus update on this life

So hai.

It's been a while.

LE' GASP.

Has "Crazeh unicorn" been revived?

As dumb as my non revived blog is, let's give a toast to new beginnings to the my newly dusted and very much awake blogerverse.

I'm sorry if i neglected any readers.

It's been a while yes?

I've been through so much. Past obsessions have been rekindled. New feelings of pure loathe and love for people have been discovered.

While I still remain fat, insecure and miserable but fairly sane at best.

Oh crap, i've lost the attribute to blog about anything today.

Just push aside the fact that i just came back from KL.

(Which was an absolutely stellar trip by the way, no shit.)

I'm a sugar coated strawberrylicious gumdrop with a hint of rasberry and a chocodelight after taste. Your mouth will be left refreshed, as if you just ate some mints.

Yeah, kudos to kit for that perfect introductory to my newly revived blog!

Full time ranting starts tomorrow at 12.30 pm.

(Which i think is 3.30 PST, and 9.30 EST. Yeah i know my time zones get over it.)

HAHAHA.

That was just my David impersantion by the way, one of charlie mcdonnell's alter egos.

Uhm, so yeah.

Blogs. Yay.

See you tomorrow my lovely, hopefully still existing, readers.

xoxo

braces and nothing less.

Well i'll be darned. it's been a while.

hey!!!

so. quite recently i've been getting complains/pleads and just plain comments telling me to make a come back. (or in other words, to blog again)

and then i was hesitant and just wondered what was the point really. my life was BLEAK. then atleast. BUT NOW.

it's still 55% bleak and full of randomness and weird fan girl crushes on the 4 minnesota hockey players.

(*cough* big time rush *cough*)

BUT NOW THAT I HAVE BRACES. (oh. how'd you guess!)

LIFE IS COOL. i hate the uncertainty of all of this though. you get my drift, whether i'll make it through the day without chocolate. whether i'll die because of the sheer pain...and all that.

but yes! the day finally came when the dentist had to stuff metal wires into my mouth.

and i lived! he might've screwed it up though, what with ellen being on the tv overhead and my constant muffles and giggles. he might've just been overwhelmed with shock and might've done something wrong. i know my dentist is cool! i can watch TV during my check ups. somedays it's ESPN and somedays it's comedy. i like the variety.

but you know, bottom line is....

these braces are killing me, my lovely dentist might've done something INCORRECTLY (sadly speaking) and well, ellen was the cause of the uncertainty.

i named my braces Logan, he's the ceramic kind and he hates to come in contact with food of any kind.

of course, what with me having to get used to this results to having to eat things that are the EXACT opposite of solid foods. i have to give up crunchy foods, hard foods, chocolate and anything that counts as quality food. i have to eat baby food and it's feels pathetic.

but this sacrifice will leave me with good and gorgeous teeth. and well, who doesnt want a beautiful smile?

i just have give up good foods, look like a dork and possibly make a few people run away from me. it shouldnt be too bad right?

i honestly am super pumped. i really want some nice pearly whites. (if i'm given the chance to whiten my teeth. I'M SO THERE), and right now i'm at stage 1. it's hurting the crap out of me but hey! theres nothing more to life than to look guuudd. there are pros and cons of course! you know. looking like the stereotypical nerd and giving up good foods. but now my teeth look straighter! in a way.

moving on!

so. i'd like to thank a few people for settling down my nerves when i was in the waiting room yesterday.

1. big time rush. thank you. your gay, soothing voices calmed me down tremendously.
2. the lady at the counter. thank you for reassuring me that it wouldnt kill me. thanks for the braces kit too. came with a top-notch toothbrush and a hand book. (i have to spend 10 seconds on each blastanted tooth and the toothpaste tastes totally weird. but thanks for looking out for me as you do for every nervous kid!)
3. nobody else.

amen, amen and AMEN.

now i will go watch some big time rush, eat some mushed bananas and read harry potter.

oh and i almost forgot.

Happy youth day, bitches! (this only applies for people aged 13-37, i'm not a prejudice when it comes to age or anything i kid you not, i just read it somewhere and i reckoned i'd let you know)

have a fun day. i know i wont. for all i know, the kiddies will be eating cotton candy and i'll be eating oatmeal.

taaah!

xxxx

I just realized that blogging is for bored people. Unless theres like. a purpose and stuff.

Dahhhhh. holidays are here. I went to bed at 1.30 last night, well, technically. THIS MORNING. so I actually went to the bed in the morning. :}

i guess thats how it goes huh.

well. i went to bed that late because i was up all night, reading. ):

i find that. sooo sad. :P dont you?? find that sad. AT ALL? I have NO social life. Well. during the holidays atleast.

Vampire diaries is just SO ENGROSSING.

Okay well. I'm going to perth on the 19th. Atleast THATS something to look forward to. Each passing day nowadays are nothing. nothing. practically half of the 24 hours we get.

Soooo. you ask me whats been going on in my life lately. My answer: Alot of TV, vampires, sleep. ;)

Suppose i get back to art? NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME AS MUCH AS ART.

and phshht. that didnt make any sense.

I wish iJ fired mr _____

I wish i could just transfer schools.

very little things are keeping me alive. i wouldnt consider myself to be emo and shit. But everybody loves a little sarcasm right?

BIG TIME RUSH IS KEEPING ME ALIVE~ Thats one thing you should know. :)

4 singing cuties who play hockey and who are ultimately clueless about life in hollywood all Incorporated into one show?

Priceless.

Alot of shows have been keeping me alive in fact. I just watched Americas next top model. And it was sickk! Sometimes i wish i possessed such good looks you know?

Sometimes i wish my family was goodlooking.

Ahhh. probably never gonna happen.

ttfn.

xx

work it hard, play it straight.

Hello youwonderfullovebugs.

I've just come to realise that i that the only time i blog is on weekdays.

I promise to be more consistent. It's just that i get so easily distracted by facebook. And it's a known fact that facebook and blogspot are rivals. :P

One has to make sacrifices yes?

Hahaha. okay. so firstly, i'd like to start by telling you guys that i will officially change the layout of this blog latest by.....next week? I have these really cool suggestions and ideas from a couple of my peeps. So i plan to incorporate all the ideas into one big, beautiful and new layout. yayyyyness.

hallaballloooo!

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Hmm, so okay. My weekend was fairly boring. I went to a wedding on Saturday morning at the Mandarin hotel. phshht. The wedding of some distant cousin. Wasn't impressive. ): too spiritual and religious at some points. :| i hurled out the first dish on the lunch menu 5 minutes after eating it. Doesnt that sound dandy!

Art class proceeded. WATERCOLOURS. YAY.

Sunday started off like any typical sunday. I went out for lunch at the orchid country club with the famwam and my aunts? Twas' mediocre but i enjoyed it anyhow.

My blog lacks photoooos. And i'm so sorry. I used to fill my blog with photos because i used to take tonnns. but right now, my camera isnt how it used to be. :P Somehow, just SOMEHOW, the quality worsened. Corey hardly uses his dslr anyway, neither do I. meeeep.

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I watched the highly discussed about & infamous madonna episode on glee btw.

it was sicccckkkk.

I ALSO WATCHED SCENES FROM SEASON FINALE OF ZE' VAMPIRE DIARIES. And that too was very epic. (:

gotta love them shows!

Hmm, i think i'll go now.

Photo post will come in due time! i hope you guys understand that i AM FUDGING trying my best to entertain you. :>

though, i am punched. Longing for a nappppp.

Much love.

xxxx

Straight or wavy?

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Good morning hobbits.


I dont have any school today cause those sad excuses for teachers are busy marking our exam scripts. Isnt that peachy. :/
I actually publicly declared that i was bored on facebook yesterday. Corey told me that thats officially crossed the line. This is because socialists never get bored, they alwaysalwaysalways have something to do.
i actually declined sab's offer to go out yesterday. It was 5-ish, i had nothing better to do and i could've been in the presence of one of my greatest friends of alllllll time. True jackson V.P was on, i was tired, what do you expect me to have done?
Either way, i still love you like shit, Sab. Your one of the better friends i've had. (:


Okay so today!!!!
I got up at 9.30 this morning cause my dear old dad of mine wanted me to get ready to go to lunch with my....two aunts and grandfather. It was 9.30. I dont have my lunch till around 1.30. I was cranky and relunctant but i gave in anyway. Like. i had nothing better to do right?
So my dad set off to work, i got dressed. I waited for 2 hours for them to pick me up. I got impatient. i called my aunt. She claimed she forgot we had a lunch date.
BAHAHA. dont worry, i didnt scowl with anger or anything. I just laughed it off.
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Okay, so one of the things i've been planning to do for the past few months or so...was to attempt to straighten my hair. B)
i dont have a hair straightener or anything. The method my hairdresser uses is that he uses a hairdryer and a brush and like puts a bunch of my hair between the hairdryer and brush and just brushes my hair in sync with the hairdryer.
theres a maximum amount of heat in my hairdryer so i thought, why not? xD
i wish i filmed it. it's NOT an easy process ladies, it's actually really hard to do. :P Hair. everywhere.


okay, so yes. this is the result of blow drying and brushing my hair at the same time for half an hour. Are you readyyy?

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Tadaah!

So yes. I know i look kind of fake. but at the same time of knowing that, i kinda like it. :D

It actually turned out better than i thought it would look.

Bonus point cos i'm really self conscious.

Also, it's not pin straight, but i wasn't aiming for that look. Now that's what i call fake.

I like how it curls at the bottom. (:

yayyyy for good results!

Okay, so i eventually got bored. so i decided to experiment with the mac.

Does it look better black and white?

tis' is a different angle. I like the first one better though.

Ahhhh.

i must say i like this photo a great deal.

HAHAHA.

And lastly, we have the photo that wasnt photoshopped.

No shit, i really look like this.

I reckon it looks the most straight here though!

Thoughts?

Should i straighten my hair more often?

Or do you prefer my gay curls?

Do tell me what you think yeah?

you guys complete me. :}

Much love to all who need it.

xxxxx

Time may change me, but i cant trace time

Exams are officially over bizzzzzatch!

(praise the lord for atleast 4 days of study/revision/school(?) free loveliness)

Like. I have to be realistic. :P The ends gonna come anyway... with my results.

I'm so miserable that it's so funny.

The worthless exam ended at 9! ONE HOUR FOR 3 SLIPS OF PAPER ABOUT JUNK LIKE:
carbs, fats, food pyramids, protein, food, the precautions you have to take in order to bake good cupcakes.
Like. It's the perfect subject to take if your a girl who has a promising future in becoming a houswife. No pun intended to all the good housewifes out there yeah? :D Just that i know what i want and i have dreams. Dreams that dont include knowing the whys and hows of the food pyramid. Thats a brief summary of my home economics teacher btw. That sad old bag. :P
Hmm, so okay. After the exam, i trained home with grace. :) And i found that my papa was still home, watching basketball in his bedroom. :P (you big ol' lump you!)

So, being the lovely person that i am, i shooed him away and watched the powerpuff girls till 11.
Noshit. cartoon network ftw. :)
I've had a good solid 5 hours of relaxation. i think time flies by pretty quickly, butheck! Better make use of the time while i can yeah?
Hmm, i'm rather bored. After this, i suppose i shall go get my daily dose of nickelodeon. TRUE JACKSON V.P. Nuff' said on that.

Oh and bigtime rush mannn. Hot hockey players going to L.A and belting out cheesey backstreetboy inspired songs? PRICEEELESSSSSS.

kay, i should go now.
I think i'm boring you.

Although, please enjoy these lovely photos i came across today.

ARENT THEY LOVVVVVVV-AAAAA-LEEEEE.

Emogirls with a cat on their shoulder love.

Byefornow sweets.

xoxo

Cameras.

Exams are over bitchhh.
(If you exclude home economics, but i dont regard that as subject, it's m.e.a.n.i.n.g.l.e.s.s )


Okay so anyway, since the exams are officially over (to me anyway), i've started thinking about things that i've been putting off my mind lately. it took me a while to actually start functioning like a human again because math kindof took over me. :}

So, after much thought about the things that are worth actually thinking about, i've come to decide that PHOTOGRAPHYY is ranked 1st place. (:

It is still my lifelong dream to get either one of these 2 cameras (or come to think of it, both of them)

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Okay, so this is the coloursplash camera. Idk whether it's called a lomo or a coloursplash. But from sources such as yahoo, i think it's generally called the coloursplashh. (I have no life whatsover, using yahoo. Like, yahoo's so 3 hours ago)

So yess, this is the coloursplash.

It may look like something you get out of your mcdonalds kiddymeal but i know its's hella expensive. After reading like tonnns of shit about this baby, i know for one thing that this camera costs an arm and a leg. People know that as a fact. ):

So i reckon it's virtually impossible for me to get it. 3 reasons supporting this statement:

1. It's way out of my league.
2. It's way wayyy too cool for me.
3. MONEYMONEYMONEY... (must be funny in a wkjfejejwdkjjfecljwhdoqol, whatever, this is no time for abba)

hmm, either way i still want it. The photos turn out really lovely. You can control the amount of contrast and exposure so yeahh. ):

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hmm and yess. i also want a polaroid.

INSANT PHOTOS FTW. ):

it's superawesometruth.

All i can really do at this point of time is just look at pretty photos of pretty girls girls holding even prettier polaroids that develop pretty instant photos with that infamous white frame.

Like this photo for example.

(sorry it turned out so small, damn, i think this is the largest it can go)

HAVE MERCYYYY.
Polaroids are so amazinglooking. ):



I reckon at the rate i'm going with saving my money isnt look too good.
What with the fact that spend all the money i have on milk tea.

hmm. i cant lose hope yet. One day when i publish my vampire/wizard/cat fantasy books, i'll earn all the money in the world to buy the coloursplash and polaroid. That is, if i can ever manage to get my degree in english.
ORRRR, if i win the lottery or something. :/

• I wish i was in perth or the states, people can win the whooping 3 million just by using a scratch card. Stupid singapore and it's limited possibilities of me ever getting cash.
  
  I LOVE CAMERAS.
• I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY.
• I HATE the fact that i'm 12 years old and i'm not old enough to make my own decisions.

that decision would be spending more than 1000 bucks on cameras. (:

have a wonderful day lovelies.

xxxxx