It blew us to smithereens.

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School was semi brilliant, semi tense, semi stupid and anything from there.
SCHOOL'S SO RIDICULOUS. (In a good way though.)

I had a math test today. It was okayish. :/ i'm not top in math, and because ms. jey doesnt tell me that. I've completely lost my confidence. :D THOUGH I THINK I ACED IT. Is that reverse psychology? HAHAHAH.
ALSO.
I skipped the PSL session because i know that i'll be able to do something productive within 3 hours. -.-
It's not worth my time. MAN, i went home, read my book, took a nap and watched "sushi pack", "flapjack" AND "CHOWDER".
(Note that all the shows are on cartoon network, but they are mindboggingly educational)

HAHAHA.

I also squeezed in time for a chat with severus!
YAYNESS.

HMM, so because i'm bored and friday afternoons/early evenings ARE NOT MEANT FOR HOMEWORK.

I'll give you photos.
I love the photos i have, you know you love em' too!


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I honestly reallyy relate to this photo. ;) Tooo well.

TIME FOR LETTERS.

DONT FEEL LIKE CALLING YOU GUYS. So best that i blog about it.

Maybe i'll blog about it, and THEN CALL YOU GUYS. For the fun of it. :)

This is my best friend, Alessandra Aquilla Panizza.

Dearest alessandra, i'm terribly sorry i cant make it for the Jazz Concert. I'm also very sorry i havent been visiting my godchild, Skye lately. I'm sorry i didnt update you on cat food therapyyy. I'VE MISSED YOU FRIEND. I havent seen you around lately. I'm going to call you and possibly irritate you, but that shows how much i love you. ;D



Dear Kevina Jayaravin.

I totally forgot about your wedding! Cause i had the stupid math test. BUT I'M CONFUSED CAUSE I THOUGHT YOU HAD A MATH TEST TOO. And to think that Ms. Jey would come between you and your partner. xD

I wanna come over for a swimm. And i want to go shopping. Or something.
Anyways, i couldnt find you after school. SO LIKE. I DIDNT TAKE THE TRAIN WITH YOU.
Blahhh. Why is it that i cant find you in school.
you owe me. big time. xD



(By the way, the poor girl in her clutches is YOU NICOLE)


Dear Nicole Lim and Tifany Lie.

Even though i get busted when i get distracted by either one of you, it's still kindofcoool. :D
CAUSE I'M REBILIOUS. I want to tell the word that i am. *coughcough*
Hahaha. I have nothing much to say.
Nicole. Glee is the most epic of the epic. I dont need to eleborate any more. No words will explain the amount of love i feel for the show. xD

AND TIFANY. (Also known as cok wee)
YOU. ARE. A WALKING TRAVESTY.
I lovee you.
look at this photo once, and then look at it again.
AND THEN REALISE THAT MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS ARE OVERPOWERING.

So prettyy.



I have been so bubly' and happy. And i've lost count of the amount of times i laughed today. (:

I have gone through a completely unnecessary, sad and useless phase of regret and stupidity. (NOTE THAT I DIDNT SHED ANY TEARS, i just like. thought through alot of things)

And NOW I'VE COME TO REALISE that,

1. I am happier.
2. I can maintain better friendships with people.
3. I will not be living under a shadow no longer.
4. I've wasted a hell lot of time. (And to be more specific, it's been a year or so)

I feel like eating something.

Goodbye earthlings, aliens, cats, dogs and any living creature on this planet.
(I'm so happy i want to include all of you.)

xxxxxxxxx

You might as well jump.

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My life would be very bland without school. I've just come to realise that. ;) So i appreciate all these dramatic, chaotic, stupid life situations i get to experience. ACTUALLY, they're not life situations. They are problems, and with problems you get jealousy, regret and fearrr.

but sometimes it helps me get through things!
Hahhaa. I laughed ALOT today. Not that i dont laugh alot, i'm a bubly person in general. BUT SERIOUSLY. I thank these people, cause i laughed alot from what they did/said today.

1. Jayne.
2. Sarah Marieeee.
3. Tifany.
4. And nicole! (Techically! THOUGH YOU DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY.)

Thanks you guyyss. <3>

- Hmm, tests todayyy> ENGLISH INFORMAL LETTER TEST.

I didnt make a big deal out of it. I didnt go all cocobananas for it. IN FACT I BARELY STUDIED AT ALL. :D
Hahah. Though it was easy. I HOPE I ACED IT.

In the days to come, i'm going to get alot of other unessasary tests-we dont need, but in actual fact, really do-.
And it's going to TOUGH. Cos i have to cram in alot of studying in a day. ):
I've been putting aside math! And not cause i dont have time, just cause i dont want to study.
BAH.
OH and science, venier caliper really does stuff to your head.

Am i getting really emotional? Or is my english just getting weirdly better?

Seriously. I am different as a person, but as a blogger, i become this weirdly emotional girl who's deprived from fun, when she claims she's not!

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I need photos of real people, instead of typography photos.

I need to do my homework.
Nuff' said.

xxxxx

Shenanigans

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It hurts to know that my extensive vocabulary in my blog isnt permitted in the english we learn in school!! ):

School was pretty random today. O_O Like. Lao shi caught me dancing to bad romance in class today. And it was embarrassingg, GOSH. Thanks NICOLE. For making me demonstrate it for you. And assembly was strangely fun.

And every thing from there was just...disgustingly fun and happy.
ALSO, it was greaaat to talk to ELIS AND SEVERUS today during recess. MAN, i never really noticed how much i miss them.
I've also come to realise that I'M not the only person, who's been feeling used, betrayed and well, hurt basically. :)
I relate to SNAPE so well yeah? ;) And elis, is very huggable, which will probably set you on a happy mode.


Hmmm, and well. Bus with Sarah C today. i cant definitely say i relate to you well my friend. (: It was lovely getting to talk to you. xxx

HMMM.
Currently i'm listening to my very fawesome glee CD. I'm pretty much like at the "fangirl" phase. I think watching the whole season of glee was PRODUCTIVE. :D
NOW I HAVE A NEW OBSESSION.
Oh, and by the way, no. I'm not going to watch the episode of glee tonight, no excitement! So i'm holding IN my excitement for saturday's repeat. just cause i've watched it already isnt stopping me from going all crazynutso.




Oh and by the way. if american idol is going to continue being boring and not worth watching, I'LL STOP WATCHING FOR GOOD.

I'll just go with my instincts and say that another guy will win this year.

Hmmm.
BOOO. BOOO FOR NO ENTERTAINMENT.


Okay, enough of that.
I think today was a day of reflectingg. And tracing back and going like "wow, i was such an idiot", AND like wondering what made me so worked up about such meaningless issues.

SHO. I think i'm going to let it go. I simply need to hang out with COOLER people.
cooler as in NICER. (:


Now, please enjoy these photos.

and THESE PHOTOS ACTUALLY REPRESENT THE EMOTIONS I'VE FELT THE PAST FEW DAYS.

(i think)

HOMEWORK CALLS.

xxxxxxx

Rabbit hearted girl.

Hellohello.

So, if i had ruined the mood in the previous post. I apologize. DEEPLY. But if i'm all time low and choose to unleash my thoughts on this blog, i'm not sure whether you'll be able to stop me. :D
Okay, so the past few days of school have been semi-average. They are suddenly like. SO MANY SURPRISE TESTS. And you know, cramming everything, including art from school's really difficult. :/ Phsst.

Not that i'm falling behind, i'm not. I just feel really dazed, like when your in that mood when your in desperate need of a chill pill? I'm there.
And i'm not depressed. Just reaaally tired. Like you wouldnt believeee.
I thank myself for setting my alarm clock to 5.30 instead of 6. HALF AN HOUR OF SLEEP REALLY MAKES A DIFFERENCE. I swear. And it all links together! More homework-not enough sleep-stupidity-confusement.
And the cycle repeats itself again and again.

Hmm, so, not that i hate EVERYTHING. The only subject that keeps me running to the teacher, (either that, or like. crying miserably) is MATH. Stupid MATH. MATH is the answer to all of my problems.


Besides math, theres nothing else really. You know, i havent been feeling isolated, i just feel hurt. And confused. Thoughhh, i dont want to make a list of all that flabdoodle that probably let the mood down. I WANT TO MAKE A LIST OF HAPPY THINGS THAT HAVE MADE ME FEEL, somewhat, better, happier, lovelier, bouncier, and anything good from there.

1. The thought of having good friends from other classes.
2. The feeling of being loved.
3. People who do not intend to make you feel like crap. (:
4. Peanut mnm's.
5. Kobe and Muffin.
6. Taking the train with some lovelies from 1/8 today
7. Ray william johnson. (Though he's not classified as a "thing")

Ray, your FAKE AND GAY. xD

Hahaha.

ENOUGH OF ALL THIS HAPPINESS.

Now for the downsidees.

1. Chinese
2. More chinese
3. Chinese
4. Chinese
5. Chinese
6. Math
7. Chinese
8. Chinese

And i dont think i need to elaborate any further.

mhmm, I HAS PHOTOS TOO!

Pretty much all the photos i have from KL. Cos corey's mean dsl has all the limelight. O_O

Enjoyy.

Ethan on the trainnn. To one of the terminals. -.- I think?

The upside of taking the train was that it looked something like the hogwarts express. xD Just that there's no magic. ): And no pretty views and dementors. :)




At brussels! :)
Danielle chan maeyin!
I love youu.

This is why people say she's gorgeous.



Love you guysss.

I love and miss you Lii.

hmm, okay. Homework calls.

I need to nap though.

WHICH ONE SHOULD COME FIRST?

I'll say the nap. So i'm going to go for some shut eye.

Toodles coco bananas.

xxxxxx

Dont rain on my parade.

Hiyaaa.

So the past few days of school have been kindof crap. It's been indirectly mentioned in the previous post. :(
And the reasons contributing to all of this have been put into a list.

1. YOU have honestly pushed the limit. By ignoring me and somehow managing to push me away from the people i hang out with.
2. Feeling ostracized.
3. Work's getting waaay out of line.
4. Too much math.
5. NOT ENOUGH ENGLISH.
6. No class togetherness? (Idk, it's just an assumption)
7. Class treasurer duties are wayyy to complicated.
8. Too caught up in everything.
9. Missing KL tooo much.
10. Feeling replaced.

If the expression on your face was either

THIS

O:

THIS

>:O

THIS

:`O

OR THIS

>:)

Would either mean that your shocked, partially annoyed and sad or that your the ASSISTANT treasurer and your feeling super pumped. Well. No. I'm not dropping the post. Just that it's alot of responsibility and pressure.

Regardless of all of this, i'm still managing fine. Faking a smile, a laugh or anything isnt that hard. It's a really emotional and complicated list. And you'll find it hard to work through it, to fully get the picture. At the position where i am now, i feel lonely and stressed.

It sucks really.

I miss staying up till 3 am watching glee with mae and li. I miss my cny holiday. i want it back! ):

I'm pretty sure glee was one of the highlights of cny. :D Call me lame, but that's how it goes!

Hmmm, dont let this emotional post get to you. I hope i havent ruined the mood.

Enjoy the sun and bask in the glory, while i sit here, studying for tests.

Hmm, au revour.

Kiss me goodbye,

i'm defying gravity,

And you wont bring me down.

The worlds so effed up.

I hate EVERYBODY.

Except the lovelies in KL.

I miss KL.

School's such a bore. Like 3 days of holiday, and suddenly i've been bombarded with all these announcements about tests and praticals.

Life's too short.

Though time has a way of running by without you knowing.

Goodness me.

xxxxxxxx

Bust your windows.

Hello hobbits.

School was utmost confusing. -.- I think lao shi hates me. :
OH GOSH, DONT TELL ME I FLUNKED THE TEXT.
Hmm, idk, maybe it's cause me and denise eat candies in class. (: REBELLIOUS huh. I know...i know...too well.

Had EP today. It was utterly confusing, Mr. Cheong doesnt impart any skills to us at all. We just go on facebook and talk. (Dear Lord, i hope he doesnt read this)

Anyway, Math was even more confusing! ): I hate integers. Go and jump off a cliff integers, i preper prime numbers. Blah. ): I need to go to tuiton to fully understand it, so i can be ahead of the class again. HAHAHA. The feeling's nice.

Speaking of the class, most people stayed back to decorate the classroom for cny. I personally think i should've stayed back. Since tuiton's at 8, and for the past hour or so, i've been doing nothing. Hahaha. (:
HMPTH, you guys must've had so much fun. Ahahah.
Jayne and I were singing to "f**k you' by the wonderfuuul Lily Allen. xD
Gosh, school is so much more fun now. xD Hahah, yay for not much homework!

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(: And now i must go.
Homework calls. I always promise myself to go into a mode of SERIOUS study when i reach home. BUT I ALWAYS LOSE MYCONCENTRATION. -.-
Bleh.



Though dont let me ruin the mood.
ENJOY THESE LOVELY PHOTOS.




Kitten love overpoweringg.


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