ooit.

I feel like i was punched in the stomach, THE WHOLE DAY. :(
The feeling is like, after you puke,
and you're tummy is constantly churning, with pain.
Both ways.

______, i'm so sorry. :(
Please PLEASE PLEASE forgive me.

I feel really emotional today. :(
I wish things could go back to the way they were.















Moving on to my happy side,
I AM ADDICTED TO 90201,
like it's my favourite show right now. :D


And you get can watch all of em' on youtube.
I LOVE THAT PERSON!! :)
haha,
IT ROCKS that all the videos arent getting deleted, coming from the fact that i have missed TON'S OF EPISODES.
And i have alot of catching up to do, THANK YOU GOD, FOR CREATING YOUTUBE. :P

haha.
HMM,

THERE THOSE GORGEOUS HUMAN BEINGS AREEEEE.
I love the cast, they're GORGEOUS (HECK YEARH!)
am i right? AM I RIGHT???

ESPECIALLY Silver, i'd go lesbian for her ANYDAY.
:P
Isnt she gorgeous? HAHAH. All of the ladeh's are.
whether they're bitchy or not. ngeh.
Well the old ladeh isnt pretty...just ignore her for the time being.
SHE AINT IMPORTANT TO ME.

Not saying that the guys arent beautiful, they're all pretty
cute too.
:P
Am i correct?
HUH HUH??
















hmmm.
That's me,
one possible day.

Here's one crap fashion design i did one
very random SUNDEH.
:P
the end of her dress is pretty weird, forgive me. :D

I got inspired by "some person"
:/
Probably those run way models for piping hot, or roxy. :D
BRAVO BRAVO. :D
Comment and tell me what you think.


anyway, goodbye folks.

All we do is Linger, slipping through my fingers.

School has started, :), surely enough, i'm pretty okay about it :/ Except for the truckloads of homework, which just stack up in front of me on my desk,
aiy.

Anyway, staying back for supplementary doesnt make me feel any worse these days, i'm pretty much used to having lunch in school :/
I have no absolute reason WHAT THAT has to do with anything, but the food at school is pretty much,
plain. GET NEW MENU'S YOU BORING VENDORS.
HMM,
I eat Gyoza like most of the days now. :P

so back to lessons,
Luckily today Ms. Lim wore something with sleeves, i just came back from a nice weekend, and she wouldn't want to screw it up for me right? :D
And ruin probably about 14 more people's lifes. Anyway, science was awesome as usual, and math was pretty much fun as well,
chinese on the other hand, was DULL AND BORING.

My chinese teacher was real pissed at some girls today,
luckily she doesnt scream at you, she either
-gives you the eye.
or just rolls her eyes at you. Which makes you feel uncomfortable...tsk tsk.
I just had a nice afternoon, did homework and all, and learned chinese spelling for the sake of it, DAMN IT. :/

Aiy, school is giving me a headache, :P
I'll give you an update on what i did for the weekend,

saturday:
Serene didnt come, so i had a really big morning, doing assigned homework. HMM, but i missed Cheryl-Anne's b'day parteh for a family and friend gathering! HMM, we had a bbq that night, really enjoyable, with old friends, you know the deal. Aunty Chiew Yee, Uncle steve and Marissa came along.
I received more ang pao's bebeh!
Anyway, i chose to hang out with them, and eat ribs and steak, instead of hanging and partying with Cheryl, Vanessa, Tifany and Mathilda. :P
nawh, had a fun night all the same.
(to cheryl: sorreh cheryl! I'll give you your present at school :), i really wished i could go at first though.)

sunday:
Daddeh got Ethan a ben 1o DVD with about 13 episodes in them, i watched about 5 of them, coming to realise Ben 1o is the coolest thing ever. :P
I looked down on it when i was in KL, when i watched it when liyin's cousins and herself,
NOW, not ONLY do i seem fascinated.
i like the theme song as well. PFFT -.- WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME?
AURGH,
hmm, i was also watching 90201 that day for the first time, and NOW, i think it's realleh cool. :/
HAHA,
I always thought it was some kind of fad, like everyone's watching it, but, seriously though.
You're gonna be in my position sooner or later.
anyway,
today has been okay for me, i DO NOT LOOK FOWARD TO TMR FOR SOME REASON,

HAHAH, for SOME REASON. :`(
tee hee,
that's probably about it, i'm off to eat my din-din. :P

buh bye.
PEACE! :x
(to the rest of the world FOR GENERATIONS).

I'm lost in the music alive.

School today was as it's...worst. :P, HAHAH.

HMM, all in all, it was very, very, NORMAL,

why cant school be fun anymore? :/

I'm having recess eachday, about 10 minutes late, i practically STARVE TO DEATH, i cant wait till 10.30 to eat, when i eat, one piece of bread with some milo for breakfast. :P

I have to admit thow,

Ms. Lim, makes a pretty good art teacher, :D

And that's one of my best subjects though,

AND I'M STUCK WITH HER,

and her,

*ahem ahem*,

"forest' in her..

..

under arms,

that's the...DECENT WAY TO SAY IT.

But translated, it's technically saying, she has HAIRY ARM PITS,

tifany was right under her, and she just DIED when she saw those..

"hairs'. EW MUCH? :P

it is, she doesn't bother to shave. So she cant help it, but she COULD ATLEAST

has some SELF RESPECT, and NOT WEAR sleeve less dresses.

My school is, just..AIY.

Anyway, the day went by in a bliss...Mrs.Tan is in her good mood phase, she was really MOODY the past few days though, :S

hmmm,

science as always was very awesome, and i actually learn something,

the good thing about Mrs. Choo is that she teaches with SUCH SKILL, you don't drift off in a day dream. :D

And if you do, you'll pay for it, ahh,

she's just awesome. :) anyway, Stephanie and Eveleen are NOT IN SCHOOL,

and they HAVENT BEEN, for the past, 2 days, :/

Okay, that DOESNT SOUND LONG, but seriously,

Eveleen's my chinese AND MATH PARTNER,

AND STEPHANIE IS MY SCIENCE AND ENGLISH PARTNER,

that's all fricking subjects, so i'm remain PARTNER LESS...

it sucks :(

Having no one to BLABBER WITH. :`(

hmm, Mrs. Choo is me cathecism teacher :D

And to make things better, MY HUNNIE'S.

(Alessandra, rebecca and natasha).

My sweeties, :P

HAHA, are in the same cathecism class as MOI. :D

FOR ONCE, since p3. :D

So i'm having a very good day, cause i hardly see them during school hours, except during recess.

And now we have one period together, :D

wee haa. :D

ANYWAY,

i'm feeling jumpy, and BUBLY today

mainly cause it's A FRIDAY,

hmm. :D

Anyway,

i've got tuiton at 5.15, which is UN-REASONABLE,

cause that's 15 minutes through dinna'. :D

hmm,

anyway,

i have to go and "hang" with ETHAN, cause he's awake from his ever lasting SNOOZE.

ciao'.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDEH!

To my dearest daddykins.

-

-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, i wont tell people how old you are. :P

SOO, lets just say your turning 28 yeah? :D

WHOOOO.

Daddy, you know i love you.

(And you should know that, and you know i have the sense to pick the right photo of you, so if anyone thinks my da-da looks SPASTIC, i'll punch you in the face).

HE'S BETTER THAN YOUR DADDY ANY DAY, capiche'?

THANK YOU, for being

1. soo sooo SOO patient with me and my stupidity, sensitiveness, meaness, selfishness,

etc, etc..:P

You have been so AWESOME, :( It's actually so hard to believe, i dont deserve ANYTHIN' you feed me. :(

WAAAH, but then you continue to love me, and i cant ask for anything more. LOVES!

Except for breaking dawn, yeah, i need that :P. let's keep it on hold eh? :D Since ur at the BIG TWO EIGHT. :p

lol. Anyway,

i hope you like the Lynard Skynard CD me and COREH got you, cause we used up quite ALOT OF THE 50 BUCKS, (you happened to give us)

$5o-$36.80=???

that's QUITE A HANDFULL YO! Just be thankful that we got you an expensive CD and a BOO-TI-FEELL CARD,

that took me 300 years to make. :D

anyway, happy birthday father, :)

I love you, and thank you for ALWAYS BEING THERE.

:D

loves!

MUAHHH! ;D

have a great day dadeh!

More of great night, but whatever,

i'll make you a FOAMY TEA WITH THE BLACKFOREST CAKE LATER! ;D

And that's how much i appreciate you, but i make you tea's ALL THE TIME =.=

WHATEVER,

i still luv LUV LUV YOU.

MUAACK!

TAGGED :D

Tagged by DANIELLE CHAN MAE YIN. :)

Layer One: On the Outside

Name: Lauren Elizabeth Cheng :D

Birthday: 25th July.

Current Location: Singapore. :(

Eye color: BLACK, sick eh? I WANT EDWARD CULLEN EYES. XD

Hair color: I like to say it's REALLY BROWN, but it's not, it's DARK DARK DARK BROWN. :/

But it's REAL noticeable in the light, but especially in the sun :/

Righty or Lefty: IMMA RIGHTY.

Zodiac sign: OX. :/, it's my year...

Layer Two: On the Outside

Your Heritage: I'm AN AUSSIE, deep down there, THERE REALLY IS ONE. :`(

Your fears: ......FAILING an exam, failing ANYTHING, and BUGS. :/

Your weakness: Edward cullen, kitties, cupcakes. :/

Goal: To get rich, AND THEN TO GET FAMOUS. :D

Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: WHO THE HECK SWITCHED OFF THE AIR CON?

Your bed time: 12 something?

Your most missed memory: When i was a child, and when i was FREE :/

Layer four: Your pick

Pepsi or coke: NONE, i hate them BOTH.

McDonalds or Burger King: MCDONALDS, DUH. :P

Singles or group dates: group dates, HMM.

Adida's or Nike: HMM, i dont wear they're brand that much, but NIKE. :/

Lipton tea or Neastea: I'd go with both. :P

Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE AND VANILLA MIXED TOGETHERRR! ;D

Cappuccino or Coffee:: Hmm, NONE. :/, but i'd go with the Cappuccino.

Layer Five: Do You?

Smoke: YOU KIDDING?? I'M 11. YOU SICKMINDED IDIOT. :D

Have a crush: HECK YEAH!

Think you've been in love: I'm not THAT MUCH OF AN IDIOT, i'm in love with A CHARACTER, a real SEXY VAMPIRE, not a real boy!

EWIE.

Want to get married: NOT TILL I'M 28!

Believe in yourself: This is getting CHEESY, hmm, you can say that? :S

Think your a health freak: URM, occasionally. :/ YEAH, I DISGUST MYSELF...

Layer Six: In the Past Month

Drank Alcohol: NEVER, i'm AN ANGEL..AND ALCOHOL IS BITTER! :( And real disgusting, i puked the last time i took a sip of tiger beer. :P

Gone to the mall: hmm, no, Isetan department stalls count do they?

Eaten su shi: HECK YEAH! :D, and when i did, i ate 11 of those brusiers!

Gone skating: NAH.

Dyed your hair: NEVER. :(, never once in me life EITHER.

Layer Seven: Have Your Ever?

Played a stripping game: EWIE, i'm getting outta here, I'M AN INNOCENT 11 YEAR OLD!

URGH, HECK NOOO!

Gotten beaten up: YES, but that was for family purposes. :P

Changed who you were to fit in: Never. I AM WHO I AM, and you dont want me to get started ON THAT.

Layer Eight: Getting Old

Age your hoping to get married: 28 or older. :P Or when the time is right, hmm hmm.

Layer Nine: Perfect Mate

Best eye color: TOPAZ AND GREEN.

Best Hair Color: Brown. :/, any shade of brown, WHATEVER.

Short hair or long hair: EWIE, none, i want nice BOYISH HAIR. :/ WHEN YOU MEAN LONG? You mean long? :P, like a kewl NEW YORK HIPPY? ;D, heck yeah!

Layer Ten: What were you doing...

1 minute ago: Doing this questionare.

1 hour ago: hmm, i think watching TV.

1 day ago: celerbrating CNY.XD

1 year ago: being an idiot.

Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence

I LOVE: VAMPIRES AND CATS.

I feel: like crap :(

I hate: school. AND GOING BACK.

I hide: NOTHING AT THE MOMMENT...just daddy's b'day pressie.

I misss: PERTH AND THE HOLIDAYS! GRRR. :@

I NEED: some fun in my life :`(

and a long LONG LONG HOLIDAY, and possibly a good, SLEEP IN. :)

That's it,

WAAH-LAAH.

:)

Over and out.

goodbye.

HAPPY CNY. :)

Happy happy CNY TO YOU. :)

Have a great day eating steam boat and bak kwa. :)

Anyway, BE A GOOD PERSON, and go to church :D

Just as i did. :)

I'm starting to love my church, more and more.

We have a new priest, and his name is..

-

-

-

FATHER BOWSCO. :)

Bowso something.

Bowso p..

:S

no idea, but he's just AWESOME.

he's

1. hillarious, (and some priests dont even have that quality.)

2. He means what he says :)

IT COMES FROM THE HEART, i tell you.

and number 3,

he's just..HILARIOUS. :P

So church was a tenner, he made it better in any possible way. :)

So go to SAINT FRANCIS SAVIOUR. :D

hmmm..

wore this cute shirt from country road,

THANK YOU NORA!

It was a christmas prezzie, and PLUSS, i dont feel guilty, cause Nora works there, so she probably got it for a discount anyway, :X

Anyway, i wore the shirt.

tights, and these plumps.

Corey said they were AH LIAN. :/

BUCK YOOU. :)

IT WAS FOR THE OCCASION YOU MONKEY.

HAHA, hmmm,

Just had LOBSTER PASTA for lunch, :)

on chinese new year, I MEAN, HOW AWESOME ARE WE? :D

hmm,

i'm full to the max. :)

I have to finish ONE DAMN math worksheet for school,

freaking HW. I still love Mrs. Tan though.

and imma gonna CHANGE into some CAUSUAL WEAR,

cause this shirt is killing me.

Cant wait for the Reunion dinna' tonight. :)

HMM,

i'm off to do my HW like a good person. :)

I admire me self. hmm hmm. :/

p.s: I'm reading twilight all over again, cause Guo Meng gave it back,

FINALLY,

i'm back to the edward cullen phase. :D

Hello Hello :)

I watched ink heart today, and it was FANTABULOUS. :)

Like very good, :D,

The whole OLDEN TIMES TOUCH.

Ahh, very nicely directed.

i'm planning to read the book,

Corey's read it, but he BORROWED IT, damn. XD

where am i gonna find it? :)

corey said the ending was messed up and TOO RUSHED, but i dont think soo, :)

I didnt really get, THATS WHAT I MEAN.

I was flowing very nicely, and then suddenly, some things happened,

and i was like

what's happening?

HAHA.

Went to watch it at Lido. :)

Unfortunately, i went with COREY, alone..

With no parent, so, the guy who checked our tickets at the door said it chinese,

it was a FUNNEH SIGHT, cause we're both YOUNG LOOKING..:x

And we were ALONE.

HAHA, c'mon! Corey's gonna be EFFIN 14 soon! :(

And i'm gonna be 12 in July! That's considered PRE-TEEN.

HMPTH.

Some people, are NOT meant to be judged. :)

And yeah, i got that from Fred :P

AHHA, all in all, the movie was good,

Corey checked wikipedia, and i was shocked it got a 36 % (rotten) FROM ROTTEN TOMATOES,

that damn site, it was AMAZING,

i'm gonna kick their ARSE'S from saying twilight was rotten too! :@

HMM HMM,

PHOTO'S PHOTO'S. :)

Came across this painting at American Club after the movie,
I LOVE IT. :)
Like LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEE! :)
lurve it. :P

















Yes, i drink COFFEE. :)
HAAHAHA, but only a little bit! :/




Hm hmm, you guessed, awesome shot, my camera gave
it that BRIGHT effect, god, i love me camera, it's doing AWESOME.




































Went to THAT CD SHOP with corey after the movie :)
And bought me dad his b'day pressie, SOME CD,
that FRICKING costed $36, we only had 50 bucks, yo. :s

Taken from, Ethan's small portable video player
in the car, :s
yeah, ETHAN'S. :)I like this, despite it being FRICKING BLURRY.



















The Beautiful SUBWAY COOKIES,
Their heaven in a paper bag. :)
I couldn't bring myself TO NOT eat em' :)
About half and hour through the movie, they were gone :)
Maybe around 1 hr, but whatever :P
Their HUGE,
and crunchy, but i like em' SOFT, DAMM IT,
why didnt i WAIT eh?
URGH. hardy hahaaa. :/ hotness!
And that's it. >)

TWILIGHT POSTERS ARE HAWT. :)